end of the year

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wow. the seniors are graduating on saturday. its unbelievable how quickly this year has gone by. I can still remember matriculation and suddenly the seniors are graduating! I feel like i'm a lot closer to this year's seniors than to last years. I barely knew any seniors at all last year but this year I know so many of them from Jazz Band, summer camp, Track, Football, and other places. Just at the thought of them leaving makes me feel kinda worried for next year. How are we going to survive without the seniors? Next year's seniors are forever going to be last year's sophomores to me. I don't know if they're going to be as cool as this year's seniors. It's already been two years since I came to Harker and i think i've changed ALOT from what I used to be. I've made new friends, lost old ones, rekindled some old ones. I'm so thankful for the new ones cuz you guys are the people that keep me alive as i go along. I'm kinda sad for the old ones that I lost and have slowly withered away but I know I can make it up to u guys and we can bring it back to life :D. To the ones that I rekindled its been super cool to get together again and update each other :D

Now that I think about it, I'm such a different person now than I was two years ago. On a superficial side, I wear polos, cargo pants, vans, skinner jeans, i have short hair, i wear glasses, i have an iPod :O, I grew a few inches. LETS COMPARE.

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lol. yeah I think im a much cooler person now than even last year. :P If I may say so myself. but like on a deeper note, I think as a person I've become much more open and carefree. Pre-Harker, I would always be careful to think about what other people would think about me and I would always be quiet around people I don't know but me now I go crazy whenever I feel like it. I guess it's a part of me finally growing up. So as like an end of the year thing i think i'm going to write little shoutouts :D (in another post) teehee

CIAO