sick..

blarg. I'm sick after like a long stretch without being ill, i have finally succumbed to the pressures of viruses, bacteria, and fever. But i felt better after a little nap. I felt really gross after I woke up because I slept in sweats, sweatshirt, four regular blankets and an electric blanket. it was like sweat city.

HM dance productions coming up. GO SATURDAY EVENING cuz that's when i'm going because i'm so coool. steffo doesnt want me to go D: i felt quite hurt. :( but that's okay cuz i'm going anyway.

College counseling meeting on friday with my parents. I finally expose myself to the world of my future. All this time i've been working on maintaining the present with grades and other stuff like that but now I have to start thinking about my future :O. Scary stuff, the future. You never know what's going to happen in the future. Even like 5 minutes into the future :O But that's life i guess right? :OO that sounds so deep like a line from the Curious Case of Benjamin Button, which was a really good movie. I highly recommend it.

Anyway, College. I'm not sure where I want to see myself land in the future. The whole independent thing's going to be pretty cool I think. I've been getting a ton of mixed signals from people in college right now. some say it's the best thing that's ever happened to them. Others are saying that its the worst and you should flunk your classes so you can stay in high school. Hopefully i'm going to have a good time. I'm gonna be like one individual all by myself by then. :O that's kinda scary. but i think i can deal with it. But where am I going to get my asian food? :( i've heard stories of people's moms sending them asian food through the express mail... HAHAH. that's so asian. I think i can avoid that problem. I'm not like addicted to korean food but it's yummy. :O

SENIOR YEAR coming up. but unfortunately I have to deal with the whole second semester junior year. w00t. I have heard many a gruesome tale that I shall not repeat here about the rest of junior year. first semester was ARIGHT. in the beginning it pretty much sucked. like it was horrible. But I think i got the hang of it... hahaha i need to get the hang of stuff faster than a few months. wish me luck.

hm i kinda meant this post to be simple and light but i guess i indulged after not posting for a while... hahaha. BUT NOW more pressing matters reveal themselves. CALC TEST :OOO