music//more

yeah so im supposed to be studying for French but I'm talking to amiti on skype and she's giving some decent music. they're slightly generic but i guess that's alright. lol secretly addicting. shhhh. anyhoo. PRECALC. was pretty easy. surprisingly. this whole easy final thing is giving me a bad vibe. I hope i didn't bomb the whole thing and somehow fail. :( that'd be bad. OH my brother's being "promoted" tomorrow yayy congrats to him. he survived middle school. lol high school's going to be really weird with him next year but I'm okay with that i guess. I can keep an eye out for him and keep him from doing something stupid. I swear all his friends are complete idiots. but that's okay cuz I was weird in ms. Not as immature maybe but I was still pretty weird. HM. you guys should send me pictures of me from middle school so that I can laugh. HAHA. teehee. you can laugh with me.

ARGH French verb tenses are messing with my mind. so there's imparfait, subjonctif, futur, conditionnel. the horrible thing is that they look all the same. ESPECIALLY futur and conditionnel. :( but that's okay because French isn't that bad. Thank god I re-did french 1. I wud be in a load of unpleasantness if I decided to go onto French II. Not that I really had a choice. :P

yeah so im not done yet but i'll write more later

//edit.
aright going on. lately my parents have kept on bugging me again. they won't get off my back. Like it's gotten to the point where they're constantly talking to me, pestering me, telling me to study, that i'm going to fail at life if I don't get my life into shape. So a few minutes ago, my dad showed me this video of this guy in first place in a race then falling at the last minute. Pretty much he said, your life is going to be like that if you don't get yourself under control. You're going to be a fool. (almost verbatim) seriously. Like thanks for understanding dad. my life is completely different from yours. you grew up in some poor korean town and I live in America. It's a totally different place. All you have to do to succeed in korea is study. like constantly. unlike my dad in high school, i have a social life. there's thing I wanna do rather than mope around studying. I'm sick and tired of them trying to force me to do stuff that I don't wanna do.
god damn.